It is me. It's me.

I have many faults.  As a writer, I can't even count them.

I have been living with the inability to but together "I am" into one word.  I can't abbreviate anymore.  I even have trouble with he's and she's.  Is it because I want people to be, "he/she is" or "I am"?

I don't have any problems with "he'd" and I don't have a second thought when I abbreviate the letter "I" and should or have.   

I am not one to work harder than I should at anything I do.  I would think it would be a no-brainer to, naturally, without a second thought, abbreviate words.  My brain hasn't been thinking in pairs these days.